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Two Places

Between two places
That is where I am
Which one is home?
I don't know anymore
I'm just between two places

I feel like I have nowhere to go
But everywhere
At the same time
I'm just between two places

I'm in a place of myself

Of confidence
Of my career
But this is just part of me

I'm in another place of love
Of honesty
Of family and friends
Here, is another part of me

I'm between two places
I'm stuck with no where to move
Where do I go?
Which path do I take?

All I know
For now
Is that
I'm stuck between two places

Two places of myself
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