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Lost versus Loss

I have lost my keys
I have lost my pen
I have lost my sunglasses
But most importantly, I have lost my way home

I have traveled far and wide
I have seen many things
And experienced much more
But I have still lost my way home


I know where home is
And I know where I am
But the journey between the two is blurred
I have lost my way home

Although I can not lose my home
My heart and soul can be lost but found in my home
So how do I get there?
I need to find me
I need to find my home
But I have lost the way

Lost and loss are different in my book
Lost can be found again
Loss can never return in present day
- put very simply

I have the loss of my cousin
I have the loss of a friend
I have the loss of a coach
I have the loss of a man's best friend

My losses can not come back to me now
Not in the present
But I can learn from my losses
I can strive to be like my losses
I can find my way home through my losses

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