This post isn't long. It's short, by my standards. But I don't feel the need to write a winding post - not this time, anyway. This morning, my alarm goes off like most mornings… but today is different - I'm already awake. I haven't slept much - the thoughts don't seem to leave my head. Reading doesn't help. Nothing seems to help. I lie in bed wondering if I have to get up. Remember it's Monday - I work. Start to wonder how many sick days I have left. I just want to go back to sleep. Stay in bed all day. Too much going on in the world. Too much to juggle in my personal life. A lot of changes at once and yet I keep making myself busier. I take a mental health day, but I'm in tears doing it. I feel a huge amount of disappointment shrouding me - are they judging me? Do I really need to take today off? Am I weak? Am I just taking the easy way out?
Progressive thoughts challenging society and my own mind. Why does the world work the way it does? Can I change it? Can I provide perspective? Looking at anxiety, motivation, individuality, self discovery, and -of course- love. Take a glimpse into the inner workings of a young female's brain